BitterCup.exe

I used to think I was a good person 

But now

As I get older

As I witness myself more and more

I don’t know.

I feel bitter despite my charmed life.

I make so many mistakes.

I hate. 

I wasn’t like this before I don’t know how I got here. 

I am ashamed of what I’ve become.

I would like to grow beyond this but there is no horizon I can see.